I really have nothing to write today for I can not think, yet my mind is very busy with pictures of the past flashing quickly before my minds eye. A very dear sweet friend and sister in the Lord went home to be with Him Thursday past and I am in mourning for my loss and for her most beloved family. Everyone is in a state of dis-belief for it was so very un-expected.
“They” say that good songs come from life’s experiences and I always thought this true myself. This day however I wonder how anything good could come from this loss. If any of you have an opinion about this, I would really like to hear it.
When death of a loved one hits home, the world seems to stand still. Nothing seems to matter anymore but “life and death.” We mourn and hold on at the same time. This is the second death I have met close to home in the month of February of this year. God is the giver and the taker of life. This I know and yet lately I find myself trying to “figure it all out!” I know I know the answers, at least in part, but today I feel as tho I know absolutely nothing!